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I don't know why, but sometimes I feel very tired.
The tired is not about the body. It's about the mind, about the soul, about the feeling.
I think I'm a weak person, but I always want me to be stronger.
So maybe that's the reason why I feel tired.
I know I'm a lazy man.
One of my dreams is just doing nothing for a while－maybe one year.
But I think the destination is far from here.
One lazy guy must do many things in the whole day. I think he felt tired is very easy.
When I felt tired, all I can do is to be calm down.
But in my mind actually I want to go out and talk with people.
I think that's the reason that I want to have a girl friend to share my feeling.
Unfortunately, I don't have, so I just can be calm by myself.
I think every one has his/her own dark side.
If you didn't handle it well, it maybe cause something bad.
If the bad thing is just hurt yourself, I can say that it's lucky.
There are too many bad things around us in this society.
Not only our country, it's a world problem.
It's a pitty that many bad things are people can't control themselves.
Every country has it's own problem, I think that's why we need the government.
But I'm sorry to say the government sometimes doesn't do well.
I think that's not all government's fail. That's the problem in human's mind.
Human is a very strange creature.
A man can be a good person, but maybe another day he will become a bad guy.
There are bright side and dark side in mind. No one can always be happy, joyful and gentle.
Sometimes you want to throw some things like dish, glass or book.
If you can control yourself, I think that's okay. But if not, that's too bad.
Hope everyone can help themselves and be happy.